Friends.

So I recently just lost a friend. I just don't understand why. I just want people to be in my life or not be in it. I don't want Aubrey to feel like she is not good enough to have someone in her life. It's not fair to her. Me I am a big girl I can handle it she is not. I will do anything I can to keep her from being hurt. It's not fair to her. I love her and I can't see that hurt in her eyes if I can help it. She said she just lives far away and stuff like that but she has not said one word to me in 5 months. That is just talking to me whenever. It was different when it was just me. I can handle it but my baby don't understand. She is just a baby. When there is a baby you have to understand things are different. When you have a baby your life changes. I love having her. I wouldn't change anything about my life for anything. She is the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. I just don't want her hurt. I hate to see those tears in her eyes it breaks my heart. So my friend didn't like what I said that to her and now she deleted me. It sucks because we have been best friends for around 5 or 6 years. So it does hurt but I say it don't. I have also lost another friend we have been best friends for around 4 years. We kind of stopped talking about a year ago then we started talking again but she just stopped talking back to me. I don't really care that she did because she has just lied wayyyy too much. So I don't have many friends left. I really only have two. One is Misty we have been best friends since we were toddlers in the kiddie pool. Lol we have went through a lot together. I am glad she is there for me whenever I need her and has been forever. My other friend is Brittany. She is my sister in law but we are friends. She is one of the couple people from my husbands family I like. Lol we may not talk a lot anymore but she is still a good friend and has been since I known her. Close it 3 years I think. I know she will not leave Aubrey's life because she is family. Lol. I may not have a lot of friend s but the couple I have are good ones. I am going to get some more because I know some people that has babies around Aubrey's age so I will hang out with them on play dates and stuff. I just don't want fake friends in my family lives. The pictures are of my family. :) we are too cute. Lol