So I have not wrote anything in a while. Well I had Aubrey. I had a lot of problems with her. My blood pressure shot up way high. So I was sent to the hospital by my dr. Then I had a seziure. They had to give me a c section quick to get her out. Then after they got her out she had breathing problems. That was so scary for joe. I am sure I was scared too but I don't remember anything from the first like 3 days in the hospital. It sucks I don't remember them getting her out but it's kinda gross so it's kind of a good thing lol. But I was in the hospital for 7 days. It was so scary being there and worrying about her because she was in nicu. But the people at the hospital were great. And they wouldn't let anyone but joe hold her until I was able to go to the nicu. And that makes me so happy to know they care. If I have anymore kids (which we are not going to at the moment) I will def go to east ridge hospital and I would recommend it to anyone. I'm just glad to be home. But being a mom I worry so much. Espically because she had breathing problems and I'm just so worried. She will start having issues again. And I just don't want anything to happen to her. I love her so much. But life is good. We are trying to move out of my moms house into our own and I hope we do soon. Im ready to be out on My own. So fingers crossed.