so its out.

well the otherday i went to the dr and i found out that i have o negative and that could be really harful to the baby. so i have to get some shots to help. i am super stressed it. will be oka tho. the dr didnt seem to worried so im sure ill be alright. and so i put it on facebook and everyone is being really nice and saing really good things. the only one that wasnt super nice is my sister in mississippi. she was kinda douche bag like. but whatever if only they are mad that will be oka. everyone else is really excited about it. so im just happy everyone is so supporitive. lol.  so just making a post on how it went. and it was good so im happy.

update

well the dr appt went great! i found out she is a girl. Aubrey Michelle Mays. i love the name joe picked it out. he has always wanted a girl named that. so im happ. he is so happy it being a girl. thats what he was set on. and im glad she is a girl. i think its better off that way. the appt was ackward. i felt really uncomfortable. i never had a gyno appt before so it was strange. when we were looking at the baby joe was so happy. i could see it in his eyes. and he reached over and grabbed my hand and it made me feel soo happy.  he is so sweet. he told his brother yesterday and he was sorta upset. i knw it hurt his feelings that he was upset.i just wish he would have told me and we could have talked about it. i think its cuz he felt jessie was disappointed in him and that hurt joe alot. i know i dont like disappointing my parents but joe dont like his brother being disappointed in him. and he is scared to tell his mom. he was shaking last night before we were gonna tell her. but she fell asleep so we couldnt so we have to today, im realy scared. and now knowing he is so scared it makes me worse. so i hope it goes well. i wish it would but im not sure it will. so anyways thats my update for now.